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Post by Doji Fuyuko on Feb 8, 2018 15:03:24 GMT -5
Fuyuko nods. "Bayushi Makebesu....my Uncle now. Bitter Lies Swordsman, a brilliant fighter and the one who realized that I found...joy in my own suffering and helped me by giving me love, support, treating me like a person and helping me make good choices."
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Post by Kakita Uetani on Feb 8, 2018 15:05:22 GMT -5
"I find pleasure in my suffering" her voice drops so low "Do you also find joy in the suffering of others like I do... Am I normal?"
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Post by Doji Fuyuko on Feb 8, 2018 16:36:10 GMT -5
Fuyuko takes a deep breath. Hard truths are hard. "No, we are not normal. That much I know in my years. However, over time I no longer know if we are broken. We may be as the Fortunes intended us. Servants who can bear burdens others cannot. Yes. I find joy in the suffering I inflict on others. This is why when I duel I go to the throat. I get to take a life. Justice is served. But my opponent doesn't suffer greatly. I do not dishonor them simply for my own pleasure, in this way I keep Bushido."
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Post by Kakita Uetani on Feb 8, 2018 17:05:58 GMT -5
She nods her head. If she were another woman, talking to another sensei, perhaps she would have saught something more than that for comfort. Instead she bows her head and prays to Emma-o. She prays for the dead, and she prays for the living. Most of all she prays for the strength to become like her mentor.
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Post by Doji Fuyuko on Feb 8, 2018 17:13:33 GMT -5
Fuyu smiles gently at her. "If you need advice, guidance, punishment or a voice to talk to. I am here."
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Post by Kakita Uetani on Feb 8, 2018 17:29:48 GMT -5
Punish me Mistress for I have sinned
No No No! Get that out of your head
"Thank you Doji-sensei. I shall remember your words and call upon you when needed"
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Post by Doji Fuyuko on Feb 8, 2018 17:39:00 GMT -5
Fuyu nods a moment. "Utaku Hisui-Sensei can also be approached if needed. In addition I spoke to Mirumoto Aiko-Sensei about you, just to make sure you don't accidently go overboard."
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Post by Kakita Uetani on Feb 8, 2018 17:49:19 GMT -5
"It sounds like I have become the talk of the teachers lounge" she jokes
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Post by Doji Fuyuko on Feb 8, 2018 19:42:59 GMT -5
Fuyuko frowns. "No not quite. I spoke to Mirumoto Sensei since she will be helping you with your other sword-work. I spoke to Utaku Sensei because she is my partner."
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Post by Kakita Uetani on Feb 9, 2018 5:29:15 GMT -5
She looks at her for a moment, happy that she can reveal such a thing to her. She nods "Then I shall trust her as I have come to you"
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